OK, in my last journal I said some pretty rude things. And I had every right to say them. I am allowed to be upset because the people who are supposed to be my "friends" aren't making an effort to talk with me or hang out with me. They're not in the same spot as me, and they won't understand how I feel until this has happened to them too. I never said who those "friends" were, so I could have been talking about some different people. But I wasn't. These people were my "best friends" in school. But once I changed schools, they just started to slowly stop talking with me. I don't expect them to break plans to hang out with me, or sit on their computers all day just to talk with me. But I do expect them to make an effort. If I ask "When do you think we can hang out again?" Don't just say "I don't know" atleast give me something like "I am going to be kind of busy for a few days, but maybe next week." And if you can't hang out when you said you might be able to, then tell me! You could atleast do that for me. It's really upsetting when your "friends" say that they are busy, but then they have enough time to hang out with their other "friends." I am different from my "friends." We live in different worlds, and they just can't understand mine. I'm just not good enough for them. Perhaps because I don't see them everday at school anymore. Or because they can actually affourd to go and do tons of things, that makes them busy. I don't need friends like that. And I don't want friends like that.